To all my "fans"
There are people out there, people I don't know , who have listened to some of my music and have left messages about it for me. Some mornings I have woken up to some of these messages and they have changed the way I looked at the day and even at my life. Lately my life has been pretty hard, and I have had times of feeling low and despondent. I have had times when I doubted my resolve to think of myself as a recording artist and I have thought I perhaps should give up and stop believing anybody would be interested in my work. It is at such times that I would receive a message from someone which would make me understand that there are people out there that "my" music has somehow reached and in doing so I have not failed in my attempts to communicate. I say "my" music in brackets because although I composed it music isn't mine or anyone's. I think of myself as a conduit for something which doesn't belong to me or to anyone else. What I find exciting in